This Unsettling, Amazing Life

I want to start blogging more regularly. I think it's a great thing to do, whether others are reading them or not. The past few weeks I've been doing a lot of reflecting, and a lot of stressing as well. I have a performance this Thursday night at POV in the city to plan. After that I have a lecture to give in Wisonsin in the beginning of July. I also have work and I'm trying to get more hours on top of it. I'm excited about doing a performance again, though I wish that the stage was large enough where I could actually Perform. I guess I'll do the best that I can. I know that the last performance I did was really well received.
As for the lecture/presentation in Wisconsin, I'm definitely excited about that. I've never been to Wisconsin before and it'll be great to have a hotel room for the weekend with only one presentation to give. I also love the idea of going somewhere where I don't know anyone personally. It gives a great opportunity to make new friends.
I had a wonderful evening alone today - it's been a while since I had the place to myself. Sparky is doing a comedy gig, my oldest son is doing a music gig and my youngest son is with his father for father's day. I managed to get some housework done, watch a movie and read a little of the Dalai Lama's book "The Art of Happiness."
I'm Wiccan, but if I weren't I'd be a Buddhist.
Tomorrow is Father's Day so I've been thinking a lot about my father. He passed away from bone cancer when I was 10 years old. I still remember everything about him. He and I were very much alike. Not only in our appearance, but the way we looked at life, joked around and even our talents were similar. He was an artist just as I am - though my artwork could never compare to his.
What I remember most about my father is how loving and caring he was. I was lucky to have him even for just a short time and I will never stop missing him.

xxxooo vv

First Blog - and some information for those who don't know Me

Welcome to My blog. I am creating this because I don't use myspace anymore, and facebook doesn't have a good space to really blog. I miss blogging - much of my life was in my myspace blogs. They reminded me of all I've been through and how I've changed. So, here I am again to write what is in my life now. Here you will pure honesty. Don't expect wicked rantings (not all the time, at least) or expect "Mistress Dominae" all the time.
For those of you who don't know me well - I am many things. But I am known as being the Vampire Dominatrix. I am also bisexual and Wiccan. And - I am a mother of four sons and the girlfriend of sparky. I'm fairly well known and have been on t.v., in books, magazines, radio, etc. etc. So if you want to see that aspect of who I am, just do a search. Plenty of stuff will come up.
My life is very strange and I know that one of the reasons for this is because I just don't see life like most people do. I try to find interesting experiences, interesting people - anything unique that I feel will bring me a positive experience.
For me, normality is boring! And one thing I can't stand is boredom!
You'll get more insight than anyone on who I am, how I think and what I feel if you follow me here. Because this is my "diary" and I plan to use it as such.
So follow me and see what goes on in the mind of a suburban housewife and Dominatrix/Vampire.... how could it not be interesting? LOL

Sharp Stings and Piercing Screams
Mistress Dominae Drakonis